'We are reaching into the silence. Are we the music, whilst the music plays? Between the un-being and the being, sounds a hollow rumbling of wings... Am I here, or there, or elsewhere?' (With My apologies to T.S. Eliot)
Wednesday, 29 December 2010
When I was a young girl my Mother and Aunt and I caught the bus every Saturday into a local town to visit the market. In England, 'the market' isn't a shop or a shopping mall, it's numerous stalls with canvas awnings, full of produce either neatly laid out or haphazardly lying in heaps. Over-riding all in my memory are the sounds and smells, and how hardy the market-people were to 'stand the stalls' in sleeting rain and biting snow or ice. Raucous calls to buy chickens and eggs rang out in dialect, rising into the air with their breath, and always there were fragrant odours from the fresh beetroot stall, where earthy glowing-wine coloured globes would glisten and shine whatever the weather. Roughly wrapped into newspaper still bearing their frondy tops dusty with soil, 'Ready to boil, fresh from the earth this morning.' a swarthy vendor with purple stained hands, would shout. I did love the smell of it! But I was only interested in a small stall right at the rear of the food, hidden away next to the bus-depot was the second-hand book stall. I would leave my Aunt and Mother buying cones from the ice-cream van because Saturday was my 'Spends day' and numerous old musty books of poetry and fairy-tales would come home with me to be dusted and polished, poured over, read aloud and cherished.
Thursday, 23 December 2010
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
It snowed in the night. When I awoke around half past four there was an orangy-glow in the gaps of the window blinds and my first thought was, 'It's snowed.' Funnily enough only yesterday evening W and I were 'crowing' because the map of the weather on television showed swathes of Britain covered in the stuff, whereas Manchester area was unaffected. Big laughs all round, because it's nearly always us who gets the lot being bordered by the Pennine Hills the clouds need to rise up to fly over and ooops they dump the lot on Lancashire and Yorkshire. It's been really bitterly cold for the past few days even the magpies have been staying in their nests. When we were children you hardly ever saw magpies in the towns, you felt really lucky to be able to shout, "Morning Captain!" Or "Morning Mr Magpie, how is your Lady wife and family?" and salute if you happened to spot one, now you'd be thought as mad as a hatter in a sock factory if you went about saluting all the time. There are so many of them chattering and bounding around you'd have repetitive strain injury! They're beautiful colours if you really look at them, iridescent blue, green and purple. My brother had a friend at school who kept a Jackdaw as a pet, it used to talk he tells me. I have a very vague memory of seeing it one day, it was upon the boy's shoulder out in our back yard. Was it speaking?...I can't remember. I wish I had a pet jackdaw now or even a pet crow.
'Krahe' Artist: Rud Hurzlmeier
'Krahe' Artist: Rud Hurzlmeier
Saturday, 20 November 2010
The smallest of taps on the window-pane make me look up from the book I am reading. A great wind blows
cold raindrops against the glass hurling itself into my pine tree as though some wild thing resides within, thrashing and swaying. Grey skies sail above wet slate black roofs and silver tear drops slide down glass in rivulets of reflection.
Once long ago now, we drove between dense forests of pine trees in a Czechoslovak summer. Either side of us flashes of endless dark trees made that soporific noise..'Wahh wahh' as we pushed the air of them past us. The long undulating road ahead stretched to an incline and twilight settled softly like a moth. Suddenly from one side came a creature, magnificent in bearing, standing far enough ahead for us to slow to a creeping roll. A king of the ancient forests, his stance and antlers proudly upright he was framed for no more than a heartbeat. Yet the thrill of his majesty, his maleness his absolute power over his dominion is etched into my being - he was not afraid!
cold raindrops against the glass hurling itself into my pine tree as though some wild thing resides within, thrashing and swaying. Grey skies sail above wet slate black roofs and silver tear drops slide down glass in rivulets of reflection.
Once long ago now, we drove between dense forests of pine trees in a Czechoslovak summer. Either side of us flashes of endless dark trees made that soporific noise..'Wahh wahh' as we pushed the air of them past us. The long undulating road ahead stretched to an incline and twilight settled softly like a moth. Suddenly from one side came a creature, magnificent in bearing, standing far enough ahead for us to slow to a creeping roll. A king of the ancient forests, his stance and antlers proudly upright he was framed for no more than a heartbeat. Yet the thrill of his majesty, his maleness his absolute power over his dominion is etched into my being - he was not afraid!
Friday, 12 November 2010
The river lies below us at the bottom of a steep 1/10 hill and this morning there is a strong wind blowing so that brittle leaves swirl from the trees in golden confetti, and seagulls having followed the coursing river inland from the sea, swoop and ride the buffeting currents in a silver-grey sky.
I have lived near fresh-water most of my life, even as children we were very aware of living in an important area. Then the industrial heart of the North of England, Manchester has six rivers nearby, the Irwell, the Medlock, the Mersey, the Irk, theTibb and Tame. Canals were also greatly instrumental in enabling the transfer of goods right into the heart of the city. The Manchester Ship Canal brought ocean going vessels and featured daily in our young lives...
"The big ship's sail on the Alley Alley O!
The Alley Alley O
The Alley Alley O
The big ship's sail on the Alley Alley O
On the first day of September."
was sung out loud frequently in the grey school playground next to the steep embankment of the first Steam Railway in the world. Whilst the Duke of Bridgewater's canal wound it's way towards our city carrying coal, cotton and numerous goods, even crossing the Manchester Ship Canal via the Barton Aqueduct and the first ever Swinging Bridge, a marvel of the modern world of 1893.

Photo: Wikipedia
I have lived near fresh-water most of my life, even as children we were very aware of living in an important area. Then the industrial heart of the North of England, Manchester has six rivers nearby, the Irwell, the Medlock, the Mersey, the Irk, theTibb and Tame. Canals were also greatly instrumental in enabling the transfer of goods right into the heart of the city. The Manchester Ship Canal brought ocean going vessels and featured daily in our young lives...
"The big ship's sail on the Alley Alley O!
The Alley Alley O
The Alley Alley O
The big ship's sail on the Alley Alley O
On the first day of September."
was sung out loud frequently in the grey school playground next to the steep embankment of the first Steam Railway in the world. Whilst the Duke of Bridgewater's canal wound it's way towards our city carrying coal, cotton and numerous goods, even crossing the Manchester Ship Canal via the Barton Aqueduct and the first ever Swinging Bridge, a marvel of the modern world of 1893.
Photo: Wikipedia
Sunday, 31 October 2010
We shall grow older and our hair turn from darkness to light, yet our same heart is in there beating its melody every second. Beating, beating, bathing our brain that's keeping some of us sane and able to perform intricate tasks. Instructing our limbs, nerves and organs and at the merest hint of a thought from us, our brains can conjure up a picture of a person, a place, a painting. I am thinking of a painting. The Fighting Temeraire, by Turner, a painting I had on my bedroom wall when I was thirteen
.There was something in that painting that made me feel calm. Maybe it was the great ghostly ship smoothly emerging from the mist accompanied by the vibrant tugboat in the glory of a golden sunset. Turner referred to this painting as "My Darling" and apparently refused to sell it. I still love it!
Thursday, 28 October 2010
To S, Forty-Four Years Friends.
Searching for signs to follow
In fog
I have groped by pits and snares,
My many wild words mirrored
Chambers of a cold eternity.
But look now-
Utterly unsummoned comes tripping along
My longest friend.
She gazes into my eyes
Finds in them no premonition of a tear,
But only kisses, smiles
And every easy laugh.
Searching for signs to follow
In fog
I have groped by pits and snares,
My many wild words mirrored
Chambers of a cold eternity.
But look now-
Utterly unsummoned comes tripping along
My longest friend.
She gazes into my eyes
Finds in them no premonition of a tear,
But only kisses, smiles
And every easy laugh.
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